I'm never gonna say goodbye

 Last year Nov 9 when I started updating my YT channel. Puro cover songs lang ina-upload ko noon. Wala lang, gusto ko lang. Ngayon bago mag 1 year, I'm already setting up the monetization sa mga cover songs. Yung iba sharing ang kita dahil sa copyright, yung iba hindi pero okay lang. Happy na ako na makita na kahit papano I get something out of it.

And if I may add, hindi ko naman bina-brag. I received an invite to sing with production stipend, in-show tips at prize.

That happened all in one year.

Malapit na ulit birthday ko and i'm sharing with you all again kung ano man ang kaya kong i-ayuda at maitulong sa mga nagme-message sakin.

Kaya pag napanood nyo ang videos ko na may ads, don't skip ads. I'm sharing and always will be sharing what I earn here sa inyo.

Salamat sa support.

Dati sinasabi ko, "If I never sing another song" pero ngayon sasabihin ko na "I'm never gonna say goodbye."

Watch my new cover here - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Q3exCdTCCI

#Grateful

Went back to this church with a grateful ❤️.

Nakalabas na ng hospital si Tita at nakita ko yung isa ko pang Tita na nakakaupo na after stroke.

Pero meron pa akong isang wish na di pa natutupad or baka hindi ko lang alam kung natupad na. I wish. 😍

Two things na paalala ni Fr:
God above all and carry your cross.

Kaya kung meron pang mga bagay na di pa natutupad, eto na lang:
Panginoon, turuan mo akong maging bukas palad.

Happy birthday Mama Mary. 😊
Mahal ka namin.

 — at Santuario de Santa Philomena.

#MentalHealth

Having this mental health talk with my psychologist friend from HS.
He knows my story but not the names involved. 😂
Find time to talk to friends and maybe just to listen. It helps a lot.
#WorldMentalHealthDay — at Rodolfo's.

#TakenAback

Sorry, I’m taken......aback 🤪

Happy Sunday. Don’t forget to go to church.

#GreatestSalesman

On my way to meet clients.
I believe the greatest salesman are happy people.

May maniniwala kaya sakin na client kung naka shorts at shirts lang ako?

This is me. Your unconventional and progressive financial advisor and health counselor. At your service. 😉 — at Taguig City.

#KeepTheFaith

Had a chance to visit this again today.
Humahaba na list ng pinagdadasal ko.
OK lang naman pero in times na di magkatotoo mga wishes ninyo, tuloy lang.
Pag mas madami tayo tulong tulong sa pagdadasal, pasasaan ba't makakamtan mo din.
#KeepTheFaith — at Our Lady of Perpetual Help Parish - OLPH Cubao.

#SeeYouAgain

Something happens every time and the universe conspires to what it should be.

I said, I wanted to say Hi. You said, Hello
Suddenly my heart is beating fast.
So it's you, I've been waiting for so long....😊

See you again soon. — at Santuario de Santa Philomena.

#TenYears

Mga 10 years ago na, nasa office ako ng bumagyo ng gabi.
Pag-uwi ko sa umaga, derecho ako dito sa OLPH Cubao malapit sa bahay.
Nag ma-mass si Fr, walang kuryente kaya pinalapit nya kaming iilan lang na nagsisimba.
Isa ito sa naalala kong pinaka-solemn na mass na na-attend-an ko.
Kaya this OLPH is one closest to me.
After so many years, dito ulit ako.

Ako na lang naiwan ngayon sa church, nagsasara na si kuya guard. 😇

 — at Our Lady of Perpetual Help Parish - OLPH Cubao.

#NowYouKNow

"If you really want me in your life, put me there. I shouldn't be fighting for a spot. "

-someone (Gr) said this and I agreed. 😊
#NowYouKnow

#HalfFull

Sabi ni mamames, minsan daw napupunuan ng mga maliliit na bagay ang nagpapa-empty ng heart natin.
Sabi ko, thank you sa pag articulate ng mga di ko lubos maisip at masabi.
Habang nandito ako na madaming tanong na gumugulo sa isip, sabi nila, wag kang mangamba, di ka nag-iisa...
Totoo naman, minsan di man natin makuha ang nais natin or di pa natin nakukuha ang ano pa man, He will make things lighter and your heart half-full. Yes, it's sad but it's better.
It's still a happy Sunday. 🙂 — at Santuario de Santa Philomena.

#Sealed

My lips are sealed sometimes — at Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf Vertis North.

#ReasonEnough

"In a world where hearts are broken, every now and then,
One finds reason enough to love.
Like I found reason enough in you to love again."

Further Away

One month na ako dito.
Initially, umalis ako ng bahay thinking na babalik ako in a week's time.
I packed my bag with 1 pair of pants, 3 shorts, few shirts, boxers and my office stuff.
After a week, madami pa ako gagawin then maulan, may gagawin ulit kaya nandito pa rin ako.

Kaya ko pala mabuhay na eto lang gamit ko.
Kelangan ko lang dagdagan ng iba pang gamit for another week or two, the rest I can giveaway na para simple lang at payapa.

Pero wag ka, dumating ang araw na mukha na akong dugyot or siguro pinaramdam sakin na ang pangit pangit ko. Nakaka-depress pala yun.
Kung may oras lang ako umuwi, binitbit ko na mga pang flex ko pero hindi eh.
Tao lang po. Nag panic buying ako, lahat ng maganda pag tiningnan ko sa salamin, binibili ko. "I can buy you and this and this.." Ganern ang drama.

Sabi sakin ni mamames, lumabas ka muna Vic, lumayo ka, isigaw mo lahat ng sama ng loob at wag ka manunuod ng anything na malungkot. Pero guess what, napadpad ako sa North at pumila para manuod ng Hello, Love, Goodbye. ❤️

Pagkatapos, eto naglalakad, tumatakbo at patuloy lang palayo nang palayo. Hanggang sa di mo na makita ang mga mabigat sa pinagdaanan mo. Matitira lang ang mga bagay na kayang bitbitin ng iyong buhay.

#ZenLife #ShareMoLang

#FoolAgain

When you're fooling yourself... 😂
Use the shortcut of UP Ikot. 🤣 — at UP Promenade.

#HomeAlone

Nagkwento si Fr kanina about the Saint.
Although I'm kinda familiar na rin sa mga nabasa ko.
Naalala ko, two things:
That even at a young age,
1. Don't quit.
2. Know your worth.

Morning convo with Jenna who reminded me with almost the same thought:

J: I know... I can sense it... (that I'm not OK)

Me: Only real friends know. Thanks for being one. Move on, move on na lang...

J: Take care of yourself friend... Always remember your value... You deserve all the love and respect in the world. 🙂

Me: Madalas ko nako-compromise yan. Thanks sa reminder.

J: Have a fruitful and happy day. Choose to be happy always...

Thank God, I have wonderful friends for life. 🙏

And my wish, I'm not ready to see/hear signs.
I'm #HomeAlone 🙄

 — at Most Holy Redeemer Parish-Masambong.

#UsapangChinese

#UsapangChinese

Admin: Wala kami magagawa kasi... Blah, blah

Me: At the very least, eto magagawa nyo... Blah, blah 🤨
~Pagdating sa clubhouse~

Janey: Sino sila? Ba't ang dami nila?

Me: Pa-picture nga tayo kasama ang ating mga kababayan.

Dapat mabilis mag change ng mood pag business na ang pag-uusapan.

#DealOrNoDeal

 —  at Sorrento Oasis Condominium Pasig.

#SweptAway

May be, maybe and between maybes

#SweptAway — at UP Diliman.

#UsapangStepMom

#UsapangStepMom

Me: Mamames ano meaning nito? (Mahabang quote abt maybes & may be)

Mms: O say. Sweeeeeet!

Me: Talaga? Di ko pa rin maintindihan.

Mms: Ang hirap noh? Kinda bewilderin'

Me: Kaya nga eh

Mms: Nakakakilig na nakaka-frustrate

Me: Wag na nga natin isipin, go with the flow na lang.

Mms: Oo, enjoy na lang.

Me: Yung kwento mo about sa iba dyan, walang palaisipan, go lang

Mms: Oo, if I decide to go for it, go agad. Wala ng pag dadaanan na proseso. Kay (name), juicekolord. Puzzle ang lahat.

Me: Ayaw o gusto lang sana ang usapan. But will it be worth to solve the puzzle?

Mms: Oo, parang pangarap na mahirap mong maabot.... Tapos nako mag work, Punta nako Baclaran (church)

Me: Ako mag start pa lang mag work. Ingat. Pray for guidance in choosing the right one.

Me: Kuya (Waiter), magkano babayaran ko?

Waiter: Eto po Sir.

Me: Huwhaaat?

Lesson: Yan ang napapala pag di kinilatis. 😂😂😂

 — at Chuan Kee.

#JustASmileAway

After hearing some testimonies, I realized I've been very blessed these past days too.
Just today, I met a new friend that after the endless usapan, bibili sya ng insurance at jo-join pa sa team ko. Then another friend messaged me about getting similar product.
These, besides a few I'm meeting on Friday.
I think nadadala sa prayers at sa tawa/smile at sa aking mahabang kwento.

The greatest salesman I believe is a happy person.

Kahit nga si Father kanina, may kwentong patawa plus the Take & Receive song is my fave. There's just a lot putting smile on my face now. My wish, hmmm, it's slowly getting there. I can wait. 😊

#JustASmileAway

 — at Most Holy Redeemer Parish-Masambong.

#Ravan

~let the pain remain forever,...for every throb it brings is one more moment spent with you. ~

Buti na lang may mga bumili ng binebenta ko, 5 insurance products at 5 supplements. Pwede na di ba? 😐

Pera pera na lang. Perahin na lang. Pagkakitaan natin ang mga feelings na yan. Bukas pag gising, tuloy na uli ang #Ravan
#MicDrop — at MicDrop RestoBar.